Our Song

i was listening to a song called our song. pretty funny lyric though mean something. 

then i got blank for a couple minutes. wondering. . and smirking. .

well, song fulfilled by sounds. any sound. 

our song is . . 

your heart beat

the slamming door

ring of my door bell

interrupting phone calls

all the random songs on your playlist while we looking at each other

the way you laugh or whispering my name

screaming your favorite words 

and the lyric. . 

my pet name that you always call me over and over again. .

i can't get enough of this song. .

asking God if he could play it again. . amen.

If You're Not the one

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you 

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

- Daniel Bedingfield-

"this lyric. sounds corny. but it's just something that you 

need to know,dear. "